Season

It's that season I guess
Where I gotta do this shit again

Tis the seasons all the memories
You can't even look at me
Crying what's the reason you deceiving all my empathy
Remote controlled son of peace
Blaming everything on me
Maybe it's the moon and the stars use them as centerpiece
Fine dining you're wildn
I'm just tryna count to three
Breath in all the air in my lungs while smoke escaping me
Still you crying
Why you running I know what you're going to say
Don't know what I's thinking I wish I could take it back today
But it's too late to apologize
Struggling looking in your eyes
You be lying that's what liars do and that fire burning that's because of you
Say you love me at the very root
Was I on your mind when you gave it to him
Get the rope and you tie the noose while you load it up point the gun and shoot
But it's cool I mean
No it's not but i'm me
So much love it's obscene
Broke my heart know that it bleeds
Watch me fall down on my knees
Pleading at you girl please
Wanna hear that it's all a joke
But you hold the knife while you cut my throat
And I know you hurt
Thinking love is a curse
Know you cried like a million times but it's not enough on this earth
And you showed me my worth while kicking me in that dirt
And i'm going out wish you still around
Gotta overcome it all first

Please give me a reason I want to stay
Could it be the season why things do change
Feelings they deceiving can't do this right
I don't know I just want you here tonight

And all the drugs in the world
Couldn't make me feel as numb as when i'm sitting in my room
Thinking bout you having fun
Watch you sitting in the park
Focusing on all your art
And that comic that you drew
Hella talented at heart
That's the problem with the scars they be scabbing up the parts
Full of happiness and joy now the pieces torn apart
Just a frame of a person shell shocked and deserted
Leaving me here in cursive all twisted up at the surface
There's resentment contempt and an anger that I can't hide
I'm smoking just to get by see your smile when I high
No my wings ain't meant to fly
Blood still gotta dry
Sober nights gotta clear my mind
So I tell myself that i'm fine
I'm good i'm great
Moving at my own pace
26 with a lot of life that i've gathered up in my race
And I still think of your face
With fondness and grace
But understand that you fucked up when you all alone at his place

Please give me a reason I want to stay
Could it be the season why things do change
Feelings they deceiving can't do this right
I don't know I just want you here tonight



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Writer(s): Antonio Roberts
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