I Hope

I hope you see my face when you hear this song
I hope you think about love how you did me wrong

I hope you toss and turn
Unable to get a wink
Sober mind as I write this It's only been a week
Just to give it all away
Just to know how you think
Better love it while you can cause it's gone in a blink
First hand account of a war that was lost
I gave you everything I had just for you to piss off
I hope you can't eat and every meal brings back a thought
I wonder what you're doing now with that ring that I bought
Hide away try and forget what those two hearts meant
I'm pissing off a lot of angels better learn to repent
I hope you watching your shows and you see me in they faces
As time moves on we detract all our advance
The places that you be
New memories built on top and the ruins we built
Yesterday I forgot what you looked like
I know it shocked me too
But it gave me a peace of mind and it gave me proof
That I am stronger than the pain a life in remains
Is anything I imagine it you watch and you wait
I wonder how he makes you smile or the reasons you're there
Damn it I fucked up again i'm trying hard not to care
I hope he knows the devil that be laying by him
Another temptation moves and she's onto the next
Women who always need a man are always incomplete
Validation in a love that's not feeling as sweet
As the person that you left
Sorry time ain't your friend
Another writing for the pages let the story begin
Let the story begin
Yea time ain't your friend
Another writing for the pages let the story begin

I hope you see my face when you hear this song
I hope you think about love how you did me wrong
I hope you hear my voice when you see them trees
I know you drawn it out cause it hurts to believe

We sipping wine and smoking joints over here

In my place all alone with an open door
To alter state of mind
Laughing myself by fucking up my brain
Sit and vegetate eating veggie rice on a veggie plate
You gonna do something nah damn boy you out of date
Occupy time with joy yea I say that's my plan
Becoming what I know I am
King shit too cocky
That's high school attitude back when no one could stop me
Obsessed with all of the shopping
Repeating history it's obvious i'm back on my shit
More curious than safety deposits
I'm over the breakup
Yea and I ain't even wake up
Yea i'm still in a dream
Or something I can not make up
I'm busy getting my weight up
Still ain't taking no pay cuts
Been chasing and moving to notice we making layups
My new neighbors are lucky I be sticking around
A greater presence in the palace yea the king back in town
Yea I just wouldn't let it beat me
Demons working against me
Rather be where I am than with someone who just offends me
Acting like I ain't the greatest act of all time
And all I do is for applause and that belt looking real nice
I know myself and what I want and you can pardon the arragane
Replace it with character you keep on embarrassing
And I be in Peris and kissing on elegance and riding on elephants
Yea fuck it you know it's me
The vibe of the century yea but I ain't finished
I value my own time yea I should take an apprentice
My knowledge kind of expensive I get paid in advances
Going out in living more yea i've been taking my chances
See another women every week
Sad kindof serious but i'm feeling delirious
King amongst the peasants god amongst the mortals
How you feel in my presence you say you live in the moment
The way I cultivate thoughts with the stroke of a pen
The way heaven think I speak can't wait to the end
A mink heavy skin i'm in I can not pretend
Another chapter written down and the story begins

I hope you see my face when you hear this song
I hope you think about love how you did me wrong
I hope you hear my voice when you see them trees
I know you drawn it out cause it hurts to believe