My Winter Nightmares

9:30pm wondering why
I'm laying in the cold wet snow
Dark gray clouds fill the sky
But it feels hollow
I look to the heavens and see your face
And think about our dreams that never took place
Were you a real friend
Or a poser
Why'd the dream end
Where's my closure

And I know that
You still know that
I'm still out here

And I know
You're gonna haunt
My winter nightmares

And I know
I'll find my answers
Somewhere out here

And you always
Always, always
Haunt my nightmares

Living with anxiety since
I was a youth
Prescribed a variety of meds
By a society that said
"Fuck sobriety
"Meth for kids," left for dead
Come of age and pop off the lids
Doing Xans 'til it's quiet in my head
Diet, I'm unfed
So many words that I haven't said
Would you look on while your enemy bled
Are your brothers standing at their defense
Are you surrounded by dependable friends



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Writer(s): Trenton Cox
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