Life is a Video Game

Lost in the underworld
Mind like a thunderstorm
I'm caught in some weather
Set in motion before I was born

All the little parts of life are interconnected
Shit is kind of trippy, I got a lot of questions

About some investments that I made with my time
I put hours of love into folks
Don't get back a dime
My girl liked khakis
So I threw away my dungarees
Didn't last a year, damn
Let alone eternity
I thought I controlled things
But me no control things

Oh, no
Can't worry over the past
I made some mistakes, but
I was doing my best
But I got to move on
Got to drop this vendett-, oh
It hurt me, but, it made me real
So y'all are Geppetto

But I'm still your daddy
Bitch, don't ever forget, oh
You ain't got my address
But, you know that I keep it ghetto
And that's just the man I am
So don't get too upset, oh
Methamphetamine
Spit like acetylene
Paranoia, anxiety
Too much adrenaline

The walls are closing in
Life is a video game
The walls are closing in
Glitching in my mainframe, insane
Lamotrigine malfunctioning my brain
Nothing is real
I'm for real
Nothing is real, except for what you feel
Nothing is real

If you keep on asking why
Then because is infinity
1999, I was born with an affinity
For logic and reasoning
And now I've been seeing things
Deep enough to make niggas believe in divinity
Life is a video game
No tutorial, scary, oh
Everybody's searching for the manual
Now, I understand why y'all follow Emmanuel
A sign of humanity in a world full of animals

XXXTENTACION
Bumping on my stereo
Murdered at 20 years old
Man, that shit is terrible
Y'all will believe anything
Ever heard of Emmett Till
If you wanna lynch a nigga
Magic word is "Me too"
Sorry, that was shocking
Guess I must be Pichu

Pandemic insanity
American vanity
Hood is filled with lunacy
Issues they don't wanna see
Issues that their daddies made
Call them out like "Lemonade"
We live in the consequence
Spiritual pestilence
I thought I controlled things
But me no control things

Because is infinity
Because is infinity
Because is infinity

Control is illusion
There are powers in collusion
Sympathy for the devil
Is consent to soul intrusion
Patrolling my heart for fear and hate
Before it destroys things
On my dick like it's your job
You ain't my employee

Can't control who leaves me
Can't control my family
Can't control a mindset
If it don't belong to me
Can't control the devil
Nor her criminal activity
Can't control my history
Nor my personality
Bitch I'm solving mysteries
Welcome to reality

I grin when I'm sinning
My yin acquiesces
Finish what I'm doing
Ain't no half-stressing
Because my soul can go lower than the Grand Canyon
The wine of the man is the blood of damned men
That's part of the plan
And it always has been
Men of all pasts spent all day blaspheming
Plotting on conquering the land
Somewhere in infinity

The walls are closing in
Life is a video game
The walls are closing in
Glitching in my mainframe, insane
Lamotrigine malfunctioning my brain
Nothing is real
I'm for real
Nothing is real, except for what you feel
Nothing is real