my emotions got lost

I went into the woods, but I'm still in my room
And my feeling of feeling is feeling less gloom
The trees in the woods are starting to bloom
I'm emotionless and maybe I'm the opposite too
This feeling just shows how much you grew
I'm still in the woods and I went off the trail
I'm still in my room but it's starting to hail
My brain is in front of me and it's staring at my soul
I think I've gotten lost because now I have total control

I might look the same but I need to tell you something
You can't put me down anymore
Because now I know what I'm becoming
I've never felt this way and
Now you can see the pistons pumping
I've got so much more ahead
But for some reason, I still feel nothing

I'm almost out of the woods and it looks like it's clear
This empty landscape needs help
I guess I'll have to volunteer
I don't know how to feel because this bleakness is severe
My emotions got lost
The feeling of feeling has disappeared

I might look the same but I need to tell you something
You can't put me down anymore
Because now I know what I'm becoming
I've never felt this way and
Now you can see the pistons pumping
I've got so much more ahead
But for some reason, I still feel nothing

I can't catch a breath yet I'm breathing just fine
The sadness has gone so I made it a shrine
I think it's gone, I think I'm okay
Am I okay? I think I'm okay
Am I okay? Am I okay?
I think I'm okay
I think I'm gonna make it
I think I'm gonna be okay

I might look the same but I need to tell you something
You can't put me down anymore
Because now I know what I'm becoming
I've never felt this way and
Now you can see the pistons pumping
I've got so much more ahead
But for some reason, I still feel nothing