too many transitions

I'm gonna be gone soon
And I've searched for years for someone
And now that they're finally here
I now have to leave
There's so much to do and so little time
All I wanna do is grieve
I'm feeling a little bit better but I called the number twice
I helped them when they needed it but I didn't take my own advice
I need to be my first priority, I'm trying so fucking hard you have no idea
The cure became the disease, I just need time to freeze
I never stopped and looked around
The winds of change are in surround sound

Time's standing still but it's moving so damn fast
I'm leaving behind my whole life and I'm taking off the casts
My free trail is up yet it feels fake as ever
I go through every day yet recognize it's real seldom to never

There are people that are sitting 'round
And doing nothing waiting to become themselves
For me, there's too many transitions
That are being dealt with all at once
Into the chaos, I will delve
What the fuck is college?
Stop going till we figure it out
There's too much to figure out
I need to figure out how, to figure out how to live in my own damn skin
This world is pessimistic
I promise there's hope but you need to learn how to let it in
They always told us slow and steady wins the race
But you know in the end, we never win
I'll always wonder if I'll live to see my dream
Does anyone get to where they really want?
Or do we just write away all our feelings
And all of our dreams in essays in a different font?

Time's standing still but it's moving so damn fast
I'm leaving behind my whole life and I'm taking off the casts
My free trail is up yet it feels fake as ever
I go through every day yet recognize it's real seldom to never

You're busy getting high but you've never felt lower
I've felt that low without it but now you all seem slower
Is everything okay?
Can you wake up and go get me some simplicity for my birthday?
They don't even ask if you're okay
They don't acknowledge that you're there
They don't ask where you are
I don't even think they really care
Adolescent reliance and the lack of compliance
All the times of defiance are just part of human science

Time's standing still but it's moving so damn fast
I'm leaving behind my whole life and I'm taking off the casts
My free trail is up yet it feels fake as ever
I go through every day yet recognize it's real seldom to never
Time's standing still but it's moving so damn fast
I'm leaving behind my whole life and I'm taking off the casts
My free trail is up yet it feels fake as ever
I go through every day yet recognize it's real seldom to never



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Writer(s): Alex Turk
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