Self Damage

Self damage
My words were left on read
Don't know how I let you crawl inside my head
Self damage
Whoa
These thoughts will kill me somehow
(These thoughts are killing me)
Self damage
(Oh)
The world has gone to hell
There's no one left to defile so now I hurt myself
(Myself)
Self damage
(Yeah)
Whoa
It's time I figured this out

I just wanna find my motivation
Sick and tired of living in this desecration
No I'm never gonna take your medication
I've reached the end of the line

Self damage
Are these just lonely tears
Or deafening silence so loud I scream but no one hears
Self damage
Whoa
Why can't I find my way out
(Why can't I find my way out)
Self damage
(Oh yeah)
You are my lover now
(Oh)
When I'm alone in the dark you make me feel so good
And I can't even breathe
(Oh)
Now I know my heart is breaking
(It's breaking now)

I just wanna find my motivation
Sick and tired of living in this desecration
No I'm never gonna take your medication
I've reached the end of the line
Whoa

Sometimes it feels like I just can't let go
Am I addicted to the pain
If you're with me then why am I so alone
How could you throw this all away

You cried
When you promised you'd take me back
You lied
Kept secrets behind my back
You used me
Confused me
It feels like I'm losing control
Erase me
Forsake me
Why can't you leave me alone

Our love died with your promise you'd take me back
But I'm still alive
(Whoa)
There's no going back this time

(Whoa oh whoa oh)
When I'm alone in the dark you make me feel so good
(Ah ah ah)
That I wish I was dead
Cuz now I know my heart is breaking

Sometimes it feels like I just can't let go
Am I addicted to the pain
If you're with me then why am I so alone
How could you throw this all away

I just wanna find my motivation
(And now you know)
I just wanna find my motivation
(I'm on my own)
I just wanna find my motivation
(And so alone)



Credits
Writer(s): Athan Condax, Christopher Thomsen, Jose Capote
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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