T.R.E. (Trauma Ruined Everything)

Sometimes we just never see the blessings
Chances come fast but we never take them
Hindsight's always brighter after everyone is gone
Hesitation waiting for the perfect situation
What did you expect would happen
To a flame that's dying cuz it never burned

I could've had it all
But terror made the call
And trauma ruined everything
My god you ruin everything
So I buried me alive
Cuz I was terrified
And then I ruined everything
Trauma ruins everything

You have never dared to go the distance
Comfort safety's why you'll never get this
Don't feel bad now you know
Many times I've felt the same
Your life looks like everybody else's
You fear my life but I'm just as restless
In the end, we're nothing
Nothing but a memory

I could've had it all
But terror made the call
And trauma ruined everything
My god you ruin everything
So I buried me alive
Cuz I was terrified
And then I ruined everything
Trauma ruins everything
(Oh oh oh oh)

(Whoa oh oh whoa oh oh oh whoa oh oh oh)
And I was lied to
I didn't want it this way
But life hit straight through my heart
And now there's nothing to say
But I will find you
I'm tired of running away
I'll pierce you right through your heart
Before you throw me away

I could've had it all
But terror made the call
And trauma ruined everything
My god you ruin everything
So I buried me alive
Cuz I was terrified
And then I ruined everything
Trauma ruins everything

I should've found a way
(I'll find my way to misery)
Out of the misery
But I'd prolly ruin everything
My god I ruin everything
And I wish I would've bled
(I'm bleeding demons from my head)
The demons in my head
And then ruin everything
Trauma ruins everything

And I was lied to
I didn't want it this way
But life hit straight through my heart
And now there's nothing to say
But I will find you
I'm tired of running away
I'll pierce you right through your heart
Before you throw me away