Sap

Often have to remind myself... breathe, yeah
Soften the blow in a line with shells is all I need, yeah
Gotten by with a vibe like braille and all I see is
Rotten fruit on a vine impaled by the fall, I'll eat that
Done a lot more with a whole lot less, and I always come back to my own defense
Then I get bored like I'm at Loch Ness, lookin' for things that'll never let
Themselves be seen or caught in a net, often sought then often regrets
That's why be so lost in my head, talkin' thoughts that was locked and set
Stuck in my ways till the days all fade
Till the grass is green and the trees all jade
How in the hell is a lake doin' so well in a desolate place, man
Nothin' is ever the same, life just wax to the open flame
But I still maintain till I find my own way, man

Trees in the desolate lands
Make me wanna sit beneath, while I watch the world crash (world crash, world crash)
Crash so I'm paying up my fees
I'll be comforted by grass, staying doing what I please (take it away, aye)
Then, losing my capacities
For the breath I reach, out
Help for anything (take it away, aye)
Then, losing my sanity
If I ain't under the leaves
Don't want you to pray for me
Just wait, take a sec

Throw my body deep into a crater
No promise that I'll see ya later if it doesn't phase ya (hold your cadences)
They've told nobody that they've been the player
No solace in the coldest caper, no one here to save us
Imagine if you had a second for a couple changes again
You'd never have to mess up and no more of playin' pretend
Remember that could fuck up what's been buckled into amends
When clever backlashes somewhat you cannot hurdle the fence (God damn!)
How can your pray when the body's shuttin' down
And it has got to your brain? But too late to question now
When you are surrounded by silence in a void your eyes were hidin'
Your life will seem divided, make a choice, succumb or fight it, like some

Trees in the desolate lands
Make me wanna sit beneath, while I watch the world crash (world crash, world crash)
Crash so I'm paying up my fees
I'll be comforted by grass, staying doing what I please (take it away, aye)
Then, losing my capacities
For the breath I reach, out
Help for anything (take it away, aye)
Then, losing my sanity
If I ain't under the leaves
Don't want you to pray for me
Just wait, take a sec

Wish I went about it different - think about my decisions -
Last minute thoughts are shifting - a simple death I'm given
I hear your voice i listen - you got my full attention
Feel out then in I'm driftin' - feel off I think I'm slippin'
Flashbacks take me there to the bad times - now looking I can see all the good things
Reminisce all the shit that we stood by - standing back and enjoying all the memories
Only kids thinking we'll forever stay alive - every morning waking up with no misery
Never quit even if I'm about to die - keep on going 'til the final thing that life brings
We run from death - our whole lives - until our last breath
We try our best - to keep kind - it only caused stress
We got the test - to do right - and look at what's left
Fall asleep one last time, exhale rest my chest