One Thought Remained

Fought my way up to the clouds
Running away
Running again

Is life really worth the while
Everything's blurred
Why am I in this world

Same old thoughts came into my brain
They're fighting against
My deepest veins

I tried to escape for a while
But nothing kept me
From staying alive

I went
I stayed
To change my way

I dealt
I prayed
I had to wait

Rehab was built
No much to say

In the end
One thought remained

Years and years I had my doubts
My voice was gone
My soul was lost

I tried to say the things I heard
That stood me down
Nobody heard

In the end it came to mind
That the easiest way
Is just to be gone

Fought my way up to the clouds
It's hard to remain
With just one thought

Oh no

I went
I stayed
I dealt
I prayed

I had to find my way up here

I stood so long where the light finds it's way
Everything seems sane and nothing's gonna change

I fought alone and I was really brave
I tried to scream but it was too late

I wrote a letter to my friend
I'm sorry you're strong please just have faith

I went
I stayed
To change my way

I dealt
I prayed
I had to wait

Rehab was built
No much to say

In the end
One thought remained

I went
I stayed
To change my way

I dealt
I prayed
I had to wait

Rehab was built
No much to say

In the end
One thought remained

I went
I stayed
To change my way

I dealt
I prayed