It Feels Like There Is No One To Help

I don't know if anybody out there can relate
But I have a hard time with life
Sometimes sometimes it's great
But a lot of times for me it's really hard
And no matter how I'm feeling
Like I always find myself
Like struggling with certain patterns
Have I found myself stuck in the same thing that keeps repeating over and over again
And I was like how I
Am I in this
And it's that moment where
You're in it and then you can separate yourself from that situation
And you look at it and you see it for what it is

Why am I hard on myself
I see the pattern I think all these things in the end I end up overwhelmed
A moment of happiness then the thoughts rush to my head and I'm feeling compelled
That without me the world would excel
In my personal help of my brain and at times it feels like there's no one that help
Why am I harder myself
I see the pattern I think all these things in the end I end up overwhelmed
A moment of happiness then the thoughts rush to my head and I'm feeling compelled
That without me the world would excel
In my personal help of my brain and at times it feels like there's no one to help

But is that true
When I feel your pain and I've been in your shoes
I know it hurt so bad and leave a mental bruise and blue faces quit
Pray you never do
Please go at your pace because you got nothing to prove
Man it sucks but I swear it's better
Feel what you feel, but you'll never feel lesser
For fearing your feelings
But understand this those thought are just floating in the abyss

I know that for me when I'm inside myself
When I'm in my own head
This place right here, the skull between my ears
That is a bad neighbourhood, and I should not be in there alone
I can't be in there by myself
What you are talking about it
It's insane
It's crazy in here is a bad place for me to be by myself
And so when I'm in that my whole life gets thrown off
I that I don't say nice thinking myself
There's another Chester in there that wants to take you down
Don't know body nobody feel the pain you feel inside
That causes you to have to hide
Demons got your face
Voices that collide
Saying you haven't fell be feeling proud
You made it this far too through all little dark times
Your stronger then you think you win if you try
You aint quit yet so you have my respect
No fear what comes next and you stronger than ever
I pray you get better
Just like from the past
You see how you're working together
You can so storm any weather
So don't be afraid to face your demons

I believe in
You just keep on breathing you aint beating
Every day you live is filled with meaning
Someone love you
You are someone's reason for living
So don't let them stop you from living
No Don't let them stop you from living
Don't let them stop you from living
Don't let them stop you from living
Please don't let me stop you from living