Haunted

Just tell me one thing
When you reminisce
Do you remember me how I always feared
Will you tell me this

I was made for you
Born for your paradise
But I've tormented you for years now
About time I payed the price

And I wonder how much longer
I can take it, before I quit
The tiring self-misguide
The future's suicide

Didn't we use to say
Giving up's something neither of us wanted
But you forget that I'm haunted (oh, you forget that I'm haunted, ah)

I'm tired of trying to resist
When every bone in my body (every bone in my body)
Tells me I should not exist
Besides what's there to miss

It just ended, unintended
I won't make it, it's not worth it anymore
I never wanted to be
Mom and dad I hope you'll forgive me

Last year was the worst year that I've had
This year I've finally gone mad
I accept that I'm haunted (I'm haunted, oh I'm haunted)

As long as I'm sleeping
You're not really gone
When I wake I just wanna get high
But I promised my mom

And I wonder how much longer
I can take it, before I quit
The tiring self-misguide
The future's suicide

Didn't we use to say (didn't we use to say)
Giving up's something's neither of us wanted (whoa)
But you forget that I'm haunted (mm, I forgot it too, it's no use)