It's Not Me

(It's not me, it's not me...)

See I don't like when you look at me
I feel your eyes and I punch the mirror
Yeah, I'm a sick bitch (ah)

I try to hide, try to lose myself
But it's in my brain and I find myself again
Oh, why even bother

I feel it creeping over me
I hate myself (but I don't wanna)
I ask for help, I ask myself
For what it's worth (I'm medicated)
I'm sick of this, I wanna wanna live
Still I can't kill what's in me
It's not me

(It's not me, It's not me...)

Did I eat too much? Did I drink enough?
Do they talk about me behind my back?
Oh I sure fucking hope so (*insane laughter*)

I'm tired, wanna lay in bed
I've tried but it gets worse instead
(*Laugs*, what the fuck)

I feel it creeping over me
I hate myself (but I don't wanna)
I ask for help, I ask myself
For what it's worth (I'm medicated)
I'm sick of this, I wanna wanna live
Still I can't kill what's in me
It's not me, oh

Feel it creeping over me
Almost nothing left in here

A battle versus me and I
I wanna die (why)
It's not me, I wanna wanna live
Still I can't kill what's in me
It's not me
Uh-uh



Credits
Writer(s): Sandra Meland
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