Broken Dreams

Broken dreams, motivation disappeared
This feeling isn't new to me, kept it inside for years
Not possibilities, I just focus on my fears
We don't even have to speak I just need you to be near

Broken dreams, motivation disappeared
This feeling isn't new to me, kept it inside for years
Not possibilities, I just focus on my fears
We don't even have to speak I just need you to be near
I mess up, I'm just tryna do one thing right
It keeps going, one more day, one more night
I'm imperfect, I'm tryna change that, but it's not working
I'm just stuck inside my head, in my bed, with my heart hurting

Broken dreams, broken heart, broken; I'm just broken
Don't know how to respond so I just leave her on opened
Yo act like you don't care but deep down I know you noticed
I never had no faith or feelings sorry I'm hopeless
April 24th of 2018
Was the day that I realized who I wanted to become
I went to the gym and found clarity amidst a run
It gets hard to look back, just from how far that I've come
I was overweight and the kid in the mirror I resented
For the last four years everyday I pretended
Like I ain't been enough, and I ain't done enough or said enough
I started writing on that day and never let it up
And you ain't want me back then, you didn't help me up
But if you were, I definitely would've messed it up
That's why when I look back I see a kid who needed help
I helped myself, that's why nowadays there's no one else
I gave up on my goals and I was doing that deliberately
The music is the only thing that I believed consistently
I gave up on my logic and I dealt with things artistically
Don't care about my status she just likes me for the mystery
It's not a mystery I'm just tryna make history
And finally get rid of the lazy and worthless kid in me
I know that sounds hateful, but that's just the way I see it
I've given up too many times I'm not tryna repeat it again
And when I'm speaking the truth it flows easy
It was never like this please believe me
I didn't tell no one about my music for a year
Still never showed my early work it's hidden out of fear
I can't believe with all that failed, this the thing to last
My wildest dream might come to life and I might have a chance
I doubt my expression but I never doubted my feelings
If this is really possible than maybe so is healing

Broken dreams, motivation disappeared
This feeling isn't new to me, kept it inside for years
Not possibilities, I just focus on my fears
We don't even have to speak I just need you to be near
I mess up, I'm just tryna do one thing right
It keeps going, one more day, one more night
I'm imperfect, I'm tryna change that, but it's not working
I'm just stuck inside my head, in my bed, with my heart hurting



Credits
Writer(s): Ryder Katz
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