Naive

Hear the pain in my voice when I record it
Thinking about the past and the future it got me feeling hopeless
It's not the same it's something I just had to notice
Complicated feeling that's why I felt inspired and I wrote this
Remember freshman year, I can't lie I kinda miss it
I was worried about the little things until I grew my wisdom
I can't go back, but there's resistance going forwards
I just wanna be successful but my future is far from sorted

I grew up I don't feel small no more but I don't feel fine at all no more
Falling asleep on the floor my mattress can't give comfort
At least when I was overwhelmed I didn't see the hard truth
I wish that I could say I stopped them habits that I still do
Sometimes I can't wake up cause I don't have the will to
And all these years of late have just been getting worse
Every plan and every hope I ever had has fell through
For a second, man, I was even going to church but I
Can't run and I can't hide, I try to control a lot but I can't control time
And time just keeps on moving forwards and I just keep moving slower
IQ keeps on getting higher, will to live keeps getting lower

Hear the pain in my voice when I record it
Thinking about the past and the future it got me feeling hopeless
It's not the same it's something I just had to notice
Complicated feeling that's why I felt inspired and I wrote this
Remember freshman year, I can't lie I kinda miss it
I was worried about the little things until I grew my wisdom
I can't go back, but there's resistance going forwards
I just wanna be successful but my future is far from sorted

I checked the rankings in my high school guess I'm number one
That's ironic I never paid attention ADHD going crazy
Crazy how my brain loves to hurt me but in the end it saves me
Crazy how my brain loves to hurt me but in the end it saves me
I don't get it, bad things all getting worser
And when I get a sense of hope life acts like the cursor and exits out the tab
I'm not gon stick around I'm like a trend I'm just a fad
Man all I want is to be more than that
I wish that I could rise up but I'm just falling down
Manifest destiny but destiny just ain't around
I don't have real achievements so in the end I'm not proud
I'm number one, but that's gon last one more semester I'm out

Hear the pain in my voice when I record it
Thinking about the past and the future it got me feeling hopeless
It's not the same it's something I just had to notice
Complicated feeling that's why I felt inspired and I wrote this
Remember freshman year, I can't lie I kinda miss it
I was worried about the little things until I grew my wisdom
I can't go back, but there's resistance going forwards
I just wanna be successful but my future is far from sorted