Idolize

Mr. Lynical!
You know I got no idea how I got the name though but
It's pretty cool how I made up with it yeah?
So here goes, man, here goes

Yo!
Let me cite you a list
Of all the things I gotta do before I live outta my house coz it's
The priority that mom keep tellin' me
Before I take a whiff of all the real shit of
Life that'll be dealt before my eyes
Before I get up in a car, and take a spin without a lie
'Cause my daddy
He takin' the wheel every time,
Without assurance that it's safe or drive without a license
I gotta finish with degrees and I'll prolly buy I house
To a place where Imma be
Find a work, love a lady, show her what she mean to me
Lay a life, make a baby, stable life and livin' free
Without a
Single debt that's under my name
With insurance, my name
Fillin' out with white paper
So when the time of my day
Comes expectin' I'm paid
For my kiddies, I say
'Cause I want em what's best of what a good life, aye!
You get my face?
Or you get what I'm facin'?
I am filled with my pressure
Like water in a tank
I'm a pipe of shite stains without a title in the game
That's what I need to earn for my sake
Like a peso for a day
To avoid stomachaches
Coz I'm a greivin' Filipino that's copin' with the flow these days
But I'm feelin' so gray
'Cause no one knows what I love doin' every single fuckin' day
But I ain't mad
At least my life turned out as planned
20 fuckin' plus years and yet no one likes to hear
So might as well be a fuckin' man about it
And yet I feel like I'm writing letters like I'm Stan
('Cause no one hears you, man!)
I'm out here writin' music and all that shit
Because I love doin' it when I rap

Wait, wait, I thought this song
Was about what I need to do when I grow up?
Nah, fuck it

My room's full of responsibilities
Not fittin' 'nother spot for other abilities
Or whatever hobby you love doin'
Or any skill you wanna fuckin' develop up to its level of increase
But wait a minute
It's my choice and decision
I have a free will and choose without prohibition
Just as long as I'm sure of whatever I'm doin' because if I screw it
There'll be blood without permission
And this is why
We gotta finish studies fast
On to the future that we have already fuckin' planned
Because we won't know
How long we'll ever gonna last
If we rely on sudden change thinkin' it'll work, damn
Still got skeletons in my closet
A bullet in a chamber thinkin when I'll ever cock it
But I'll cock a pen instead and start writing for my cause
'Cause my mind's already lost so might as well charge to fuck it

Got no reason to be dramatic
I have laid out my plans written all my schematics
And I ain't votin', I'm done bein' democratic
Coz I'm not a fanatic of what you expect me to be
So leave me, goddammit!
My music's like a 'nade
Tied to a wire with a stick under a shade
Once you step on it
You'll be thinkin' you're trippin',
On a different a shit coz I'm lippin' about money and fame
Like I'm in the game
Except that I'm not
You haven't heard of me coz my platter's not hot
Well guess what?
That's about to change bud
I'll build my ladder of success never stop until I drop
It's never been predicted how I'm gonna end up
But I'm writing for my gain none of it's fiction
I might start an odor that will last to linger
Or be an allergy to the skin that will start to blister
Before you rumble, mister Lynical
Get your head in the go
Stay on the path of the yellow fuckin brick road
Before you turn schizo,
From ya album's freakshow,
And have nervous seizures,
You're still at the seashore
And all the fish in the sea about to feel your
Dedication at rising to be one of the G.O.A.T.'s
Your dreamin' for the day you be fuckin' idolized yo
(Hey!)

I ain't a college graduate but Imma burn ya with degrees mercilessly
Don't ya ever mess with me
I'm driven to be, motherfuckin' effortly
One of the fuckin' greatest ya'll about to see
Coz I aim to be idolized (Idolized)
Without hesitation, G!
If I aim to feel what deserves to really achieve
Until I feel fuckin' free without pain in my knees
I'm paid for the fees for the hate of your creed (Yuh!)
So I charge with my steed through a field of green wheats
To spread my greatest feats
Coz I'm an enigmatic being with strain to start a pandemic
And painlessly without anesthetics, ya'll feelin' me (Hey!)
I was caged like an animal
I fight for my habitat as I rage through everything as I run the track
I'm a horned wild beast
A virus to ever spread in a single fuckin' speech
Now you get ready
As I begin the fuckin' siege
It's a battle for the pedestal without a war medal
To burn all the used metal and test your heavy mettle
Coz only way to settle is to bleed what you believe (Hey!)
Yo, hear me out
Before I make a leave Imma perk them ears out
When I show 'em how I really be
I'm a dormant livin' being
That's clamped in a seed in a dampened grief
That's batterin' a rad heathen
It's fastly breathin'
Because the energy that's risin' for the flow is innate
I'm never showin' up for every debate
When I pick up the fuckin' mic
You'll be hearin' out why I chose to give hate
Well, I'm never that great
I wanna be as angry as Nate while I'm pursuing my fate
As I have counted my days of being forever placed in a world too gray
'Fore I'm known for my name
So call me Lynical
I wanna be idolized not for what you see through your eyes
But for you to hear me through the skies
I'm doin' what I do despite
How fucked we're living out life
Let me give to remember that our days are numbered
We don't get to live forever
Might as well show my potential of being a better rapper
Because skill is under-appreciated
Motherfucker!