quiet my mind

I don't wanna talk to you
My heart beats faster when I do
Oh if our eyes meet and judgment blooms
Why'd you look at me the way you do?

What did I say so late so soon?
Tell me, what did or didn't I do?
Oh this repulse I see in you
Why'd you look at me the way you do?

Thoughts that fill my blank lines
I wish I watched from the sidelines
My soul, taken so low
I just hope you don't hate me
I'll shut me down inside my skin
Tell me, this thing you see
Because I can't tell

I can't stand being 'round them
It hurts too much to be what they demand
Oh my, what was I expecting then?
I can't stand the words, I can't stand this rush again

To deal with appearances
And kill whatever you don't fuck with in who I am
I just wanted to be your friend
Let me in, oh let me in your head

Thoughts that fill my blank lines
I wish I watched from the sidelines
My soul, taken so low
I just hope you don't hate me
I'll shut me down inside my skin
Tell me, this thing you see
Because I can't tell

My bones want to run faster than my shell
I want to quiet my mind and ease myself
What it takes to not care about you?
Oh it's so hard to flee from your truth

Because I can't tell
Because I can't tell
Because I can't tell

Because I can't tell
No, no

Thoughts that fill my blank lines
I wish I watched from the sidelines
Because I can't tell
I just hope you don't hate me
I'll shut me down inside my skin
Because I can't tell
Thoughts that fill my blank lines
I wish I watched from the sidelines
No I can't tell
I just hope you don't hate me
I'll shut me down inside my skin
'Cause I can't