Afraid to Feel

Everyday I wake up I stare right in the sky
I wonder where to find the answers for my life
I hope a wise man comes and gives advise
I'm tired of the lessons and I think it's time
I don't wanna be the one who's always giving
Everybody said it'll be fine but I can't really feel it
It's just so much to take, every night I get the shakes
Overthinking till I cry and sleep and this is what you made so
I've been tryna get out but I'm still stuck inside my head
I regret every single day I should have stayed in bed
I don't know if you know it but it took up all my health
I feel so blinded that I can't see the road ahead
Lately it's been really hard and I've been feeling tight
I just need someone who can pull me in the light
I highly doubt myself that I can do anything right
To be honest I just wanna go home and sleep in tonight

I've been waiting for someone that I can trust
Never thought that I would lose faith in this world
Just a touch inside
Don't walk away
I need you here
Tonight

They say everything in life happens for a reason
But I want some assurity to understand the meaning
I've been getting too sick from my past
Every single night I wonder for how long it's gonna last
You don't know it but I swear I tried to change myself
For the people that bailed when I needed help
I trusted them and made the worst mistake
I should've known better, but I guess that it's too late
So I feel like I don't belong here anymore and
It's not so easy when you been feeling so cold
All this stress is really building up inside my core and
It's been too long, I don't wanna hide anymore
I've been feeling really heavy with the blames that are put on me
The comments behind my back really get to me
I feel so insecure about myself it's killing me
I tried to hold on too tight, now everything is hurting me

I been waiting for someone that I can trust
Never thought that I would lose faith in this world
Just a touch inside
Don't walk away
I need you here
Tonight



Credits
Writer(s): Jay Tandon
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