All This Time

Lately I been feeling low but I'm attached to it and
All this hurt inside me I pray you never go through it
Cause I been feeling heavy and I think ain't nobody want me
But I don't really care and that's when I know that I'm empty
Everything has been falling apart since seventeen
And I just need some time to figure all out where my soul has been
All this while I been longing for a smile
I think I need someone to hold me close but stay away
Cause I know they will turn to ghost
Damn
I can't never trust nobody, no
I tend to overthink, it's just the way it goes
All the hard liquor in my veins, I feel the flow
I'm done with all of the healing, I can't feel no more

Wonder what it feels like to be happy again
It's been so long that I kinda fell in love with my pain
I been pushing people away
And all the closest of my homies, prolly heard some rumors
Say nothing and walk away
I been dealing with depression by myself,
And all this stress inside my head
I think I prolly made a mess
But I don't wanna let it go
Cause this is me I do confess
And I can't run away cause in reality
My troubled soul is dead
I never shoulda gotten outta bed
That one decision left me all wrecked
People tend to change, and it's all okay
But the ones who did me wrong, I will never forget



Credits
Writer(s): Jay Tandon
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