Knight At 18

Fighting with myself but it's for me
Like it's two identities in a seige for the domain
Saw my mom dead in front of me when I was 7
That's for anybody saying I don't know pain
Fight against the dark but it's me, in the shadows I'm a king
Mind cloudy like Zeus' rain
Knight at 18 like it's winter
Need change in my city, feel like Bruce Wayne

Year two, still changing
Looking like a long halloween, motherfucker been training
Near you, two grammies
One for the fucking effort, syke, I ain't doing it for payments
But, if it come then it come, take it
Stay dumb, so dumb that I'm pretending
Got manners, stand up, free lunch with it
Collection getting good, you'd think I'm Grievous with lightsabers
Slash it out, rap it out's how I fuck with it
It's for fun but I wanna do it till I'm selling like a hun' tickets
Nuff' picking, one system
One Twist in the middle of this bullshit, having fun with it
I'm Bruce
Whine all you want, I'm on a mission, I don't care what you cunts do
Fuck you
One, two times I'm dishing out
Bars got layers, like hot sauce
You could tell there's some fun due

Fighting with myself but it's for me
Like it's two identities in a seige for the domain
Saw my mom dead in front of me when I was 7
That's for anybody saying I don't know pain
Fight against the dark but it's me, in the shadows I'm a king
Mind cloudy like Zeus' rain
Knight at 18 like it's winter
Need change in my city, feel like Bruce Wayne

What's left is the checks, in the future like Terry
There's no mess on the very next time they ask who's paying
Let's get on the rest, I digress and digest
At the best when I channel my pen while I use pain
Hey
But my head's all loose, it's Bats and Bruce, got lessons due
And some facts to prove, I'm the best, that's true
I'mma wear that suit
Goddamn, that's new
No luck, not supposed to have it
Want more numbers than a Iran postal address
Only way you step on me is if my poster's mattress
Work so much, law of return better work it's magic
Hoe-bitch, blast it, put the mask on
My rhymes as healing as the covid vaccine
Notice that it's growing, bastards
I shine easy when I go in action (Let's go)

Fighting with myself but it's for me
Like it's two identities in a seige for the domain
Saw my mom dead in front of me when I was 7
That's for anybody saying I don't know pain
Fight against the dark but it's me, in the shadows I'm a king
Mind cloudy like Zeus' rain
Knight at 18 like it's winter
Need change in my city, feel like Bruce Wayne

Is it okay when your purpose is stressing you?
Supposed to be blessing you, feels like a crime
The way they ain't letting you, I'm on a crisis
There's infinite earths in my mind, it's kind of exhausting
Are they for real or just kind when applauding?
What is a lie if you finding it awfully silent?
The quiet is tripping but speaking in quantity
What was I thinking?
I think it got lost in me
Don't want monopoly, just to live comfortably
Nobody stopping me, society locking me
Do I feel this way cuz I'm dumb or too smart, am I an anomaly?
Everything changed since death in the family
I'm in the rain, no umbrella, not Penguin
Life in that pain is a hell I won't recommend
Demons in my head, they're welcome, I let 'em in
Now I'm

Fighting with myself but it's for me
Like it's two identities in a seige for the domain
Saw my mom dead in front of me when I was 7
That's for anybody saying I don't know pain
Fight against the dark but it's me, in the shadows I'm a king
Mind cloudy like Zeus' rain
Knight at 18 like it's winter
Need change in my city, feel like Bruce Wayne