Last Dance

How do I know if this is the last dance?
I've had a good time with you
But I'm nervous that it might end
Before my eyes
So I look back
Because I'm scared of what's ahead
Even the survey at work
Says I'm not a futurist
But I take input
And they made that kinda obvious
"Will I amount to anything?"
Sounds like an injury
And I keep hurting myself

Same and new struggles, tears over again
But I'll stay on the floor because who knows if this is it

Maybe this is the one
These times are the old home a part of my soul will never move out of
Maybe I'll make the most of it
The song just started and we're about to begin

Why does every good time
Feel like a last goodbye?
Things go bad
When everything seemed just fine
But I will smile and laugh with you
And act like they are
See if it can take us far
At times people think I have my shit together
That means school and work first
And that means that I'm mature
But I want to go around the world
With some friends
Playing songs no one's heard

Unattainable actions, unequivocal
In the meantime I'll keep dancing cause this could be it

Maybe this is the one
These times are the old home a part of my soul will never move out of
Maybe I'm getting sick of it
Song's almost over and it's too late to quit

Cause I'm so tired
Of having no second chances
Like when I had met eyes with someone
That I never got involved with
Or on a family vacation
I ended up missing a birthday
Giving a presentation
And stuttering on my first name
Maybe I'm overthinking
But time will kill me slowly
So I just want to feel happy about tonight

Maybe this is the one
These times are the old home a part of my soul will never move out of
Maybe I'll make the most of it
Maybe it's time to quit