Glass

Barely remember how to breath
Barely remember how to cry
I was a canvas
I've been spoiled, oiled, and waiting for the world to soil

Barely remember how to be
Barely remember how to fit
How you became so numb?
Will I become that numb?

Barely remember how to feel you

And then a rain before the storm
Forever would be enough
Tears are wasting
You'll go and I don't dare to behold

Barely remember how it feels
Barely forgot what you make me feel
No rest around, inside repeating
Don't cry too loud 'cause some may hear

I don't remember when to talk
The lightest sound can hide my voice
When you became that numb?
Can I become that numb?

And then alone before the storm
And surely you'll never know
And rooted for another dawn
You'll never know you're alone

If I could hear you now
So loud

And I long you set me aside
Let me fall then tell me a lie
I feel more whenever I cry
Learned to crawl and never got up

If I'm wrong pretend that I'm not
I hold pain, pretend that I don't
I could quit like always before
I could stand, ignore and implore

And I long to set me aside
Be my ketamine vision alive
Be the word that would make me cry
Be the feeling I can't deny