Droplets

I have resigned to failing every time
Don't you dare to tell me if it's right
Have you known more hollow?
You know I know
But the rain ceased long ago
Hug me again I cannot let go of

But the reasons I have said weren't meant to hold
And the seasons never change if you are gone
And the morning that you sell we won't share
And the fear I have of silence will never leave

But my bones I feel they're meant to sunder
And my senses have been caught in slumber
And I hold on to some love long gone
To savor every kiss until we drop

Don't let me hear another word
Be ethereal 'cause you'll never know
Never again
No

Sleepless lying around I'm concealing that
To you gravitating I'm feeling
Can I hit no ceiling?

Dreariness, comfort in what I know
A lie
Wouldn't be but let it go unknown
But I wonder why
What came before?

And the reverie I hold I called it home
And the pictures crying blood you should not know
And impulses that I can't contain
And the fear I have of dreaming a better place

And the shudder under wander anger
And a damaged stomach still in hunger
I appeal to many things I dreamed
Adhere to any thrill until we drop

It'd feel unreal if I could heal
Hope you never care enough to know
Never again
No

Will is weak and is not considered
Led me to another fever
Justify my needs