Seeking Contact

I am a Roswell fanatic
Sending out radio signals
Hoping to hear a change in the static

I used to scream
My soul was sold for me
Sitting on some steps
Saying you will regret this

Here I am 4 years later
Trying to forget how pointless my forgiveness
But by this logic
I was praying for an early grave
And in another half a decade
I could be thanking God for all he gave
But for now, i mourn no longer must i be brave

As a child all i ever wanted
Was a family of my own
A child and a wife to love me when I'm sitting at home
I fell asleep most nights
Pretending to have friends
I vow to love my best friend
Until my early end

Which is a sentence I couldn't have written
A week ago
In something as permanent as pen

The point is
I'm thinking
Like I used to think
Back when



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Writer(s): Juatin Dunlap
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