Teenage Dilemma

There's music in my head so I can sleep at night
It takes so much energy to keep it alright
I can't keep holding on to this no more
I wanna see tomorrow while laying on the floor
Nothing will stop us from causing this ruckus
Rolling in the streets, we're making memories
Everyone wants to be free, no
People in this world don't wanna see you grow

Slip away from these fallen chains
I'm too far gone to play your games
Am I adored or just an option?
Let me know before the release of toxin

This is not, this is not what I intended
Bring to a place where the summer never ended
I'm terrified, screaming for my mama
Cause I'm caught up in that teenage dilemma

Dip my hand into this treasure
It's the only form of pleasure
Anxiety taking over this vessel
Without a cause, I am a rebel
The times are changing far too quickly
What happened to the old me?
Lost in life, we're in woodlands
Yet, I see the light of the promised land

This is not, this is not what I intended
Bring to a place where the summer never ended
I'm terrified, screaming for my mama
Cause I'm caught up in that teenage dilemma

Couldn't you help yourself?
Open up the doors, you're parallel
Never knew my rightful worthiness
Fucked up and got lost in her mess
Used me like a ragdoll, feel regrets
Solemnly, I miss when I used to fluoresce
Even though I strive for happiness
Deep down I know I'm delirious

This is not, this is not what I intended
Bring to a place where the summer never ended

This is not, this is not what I intended
Bring to a place where the summer never ended
I'm terrified, screaming for my mama
Cause I'm caught up in that teenage dilemma

(You should better wait here. I'll be back in 10 minutes)
(Even 10 minutes is a long time to be away from you)