Jaded
Days grow longer as I grow tired
And my passion shrinks further, oh, to be uninspired
Lost my fob, who'd knew that cause it
You say, "Only if you want to." Okay got it
I don't feel good, my brain wants to throw up
I'm mentally drained, please interrupt
It's a television but please hit-skip
Cause otherwise, I will want to quit
I lost my motivation
My brain has left the station
My muscles begin to melt
Now I sleep with a belt
Freaking out, I don't wanna be seen
Isolation, Freedom
I don't wanna be 17
I'm not jaded, I'm not jaded
I'm just anticipating for the day I feel free and not hesitative
And I'm done with my days where it's ending with shame
And I just wanna be proud of who I became
Close to death but I'm not afraid
And I'm okay knowing I may fade
Stuck writing the same thing over and over
Everything's the same and no one's sober
Watching my life fall into my hands
I slowly close it, I do not understand
This is all I wanted but it isn't what I planned
I'm watching my world collapse to sand
With the rain on it all and the feeling of it fall
I just know our time is ending
I'm static from this earth and I'm ecstatic to feel worth
Until the day I feel alive
Two plus two ain't four
I don't want no more
Give yourself a war
Asking for a door
Is this evermore?
Or should I ignore
Wanna be adored
On my knees implored
I'm not jaded, I'm not jaded
I'm just anticipating for the day I feel free and not hesitative
And I'm done with my days where it's ending with shame
And I just wanna be proud of who I became
I'm not jaded, I'm not jaded
I'm just anticipating for the day I feel free and not hesitative
And I'm done with my days where it's ending with shame
And I just wanna be proud of who I became
(You an idiot! You declined my phone call)
(Hey Kobe)
I just wanna be proud of who I became
(You have the worst, worst, worst voicemail ever)
(Kobe, I swear to god if you don't pick up again)
And my passion shrinks further, oh, to be uninspired
Lost my fob, who'd knew that cause it
You say, "Only if you want to." Okay got it
I don't feel good, my brain wants to throw up
I'm mentally drained, please interrupt
It's a television but please hit-skip
Cause otherwise, I will want to quit
I lost my motivation
My brain has left the station
My muscles begin to melt
Now I sleep with a belt
Freaking out, I don't wanna be seen
Isolation, Freedom
I don't wanna be 17
I'm not jaded, I'm not jaded
I'm just anticipating for the day I feel free and not hesitative
And I'm done with my days where it's ending with shame
And I just wanna be proud of who I became
Close to death but I'm not afraid
And I'm okay knowing I may fade
Stuck writing the same thing over and over
Everything's the same and no one's sober
Watching my life fall into my hands
I slowly close it, I do not understand
This is all I wanted but it isn't what I planned
I'm watching my world collapse to sand
With the rain on it all and the feeling of it fall
I just know our time is ending
I'm static from this earth and I'm ecstatic to feel worth
Until the day I feel alive
Two plus two ain't four
I don't want no more
Give yourself a war
Asking for a door
Is this evermore?
Or should I ignore
Wanna be adored
On my knees implored
I'm not jaded, I'm not jaded
I'm just anticipating for the day I feel free and not hesitative
And I'm done with my days where it's ending with shame
And I just wanna be proud of who I became
I'm not jaded, I'm not jaded
I'm just anticipating for the day I feel free and not hesitative
And I'm done with my days where it's ending with shame
And I just wanna be proud of who I became
(You an idiot! You declined my phone call)
(Hey Kobe)
I just wanna be proud of who I became
(You have the worst, worst, worst voicemail ever)
(Kobe, I swear to god if you don't pick up again)
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Writer(s): Kobe Reiss
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