Lost Cause
Sitting here every day wondering why I'm here
Living in fear of myself or my past
Even my future
Beating myself up
Pushing away my future wife
What is this life
What have I done to deserve this war
There is no just
So I just fight
I fight pick myself up every day
Fighting my depression
Fighting my anxiety
Hoping to be free
Just hoping to erase my problems or tackle them for Justice for my love
My Son
But it just feels like a lost cause
When it gets on top of me
It really gets me down
But I don't know what it is that brings me round
But I can't stop fighting for what I want, what I Believe in
I guess I know you only have one life
Half of mine has been ruined
So I want to live the rest of my life
With my wife and my son
Put all the bad things in my past
But I had to become the person I am now
For my son and for the people care about, Because I know everything I've done
I've done for all of you
You know what am talking about
Am talking about you
You know there is no going back now
Choices have been made
Things that have been done
They can never be changed
And can't be erased
We just have to move on
Even though it don't seem right at the time
How many times have I thought it was the last goodbye
I see the tear in your eye
I don't mean to say those things
Even behind closed doors I cry
I want you to know this
Because I don't want you to think that am cold
I really don't remember much of my life
And That's a big loss to me
All I've ever felt is rejection
Never been treated properly
No attention
So not all of it was good
I never really had a youth
But one thing am sure of is you
And that's what I want
And that is what makes me happy
You are my life and you are my family
And your everything I want
But I just keep messing it up
I just want you to see that am crumbling now
I need you more than ever
So hopefully that's no pressure
But I need you to see that
Your my angel sent from heaven
To look over me and protect me
For these incidents
Inflictions and you say us meeting wasn't a coincidence
It makes perfect sense
But your not only here to look over me
But I am here to look over you
Coz there is nothing I wouldn't do for you
Because you're my baby
And I love you I really do
You know what am talking about
Am talking about you
You know there is no going back now
Choices have been made
Things that have been done
They can never be changed
And can't be erased
We just have to move on
Even though it don't seem right at the time
How many times have I thought it was the last goodbye
I see the tear in your eye
I don't mean to say those things
Even behind closed doors I cry
I want you to know this
Because I don't want you to think that am cold
Living in fear of myself or my past
Even my future
Beating myself up
Pushing away my future wife
What is this life
What have I done to deserve this war
There is no just
So I just fight
I fight pick myself up every day
Fighting my depression
Fighting my anxiety
Hoping to be free
Just hoping to erase my problems or tackle them for Justice for my love
My Son
But it just feels like a lost cause
When it gets on top of me
It really gets me down
But I don't know what it is that brings me round
But I can't stop fighting for what I want, what I Believe in
I guess I know you only have one life
Half of mine has been ruined
So I want to live the rest of my life
With my wife and my son
Put all the bad things in my past
But I had to become the person I am now
For my son and for the people care about, Because I know everything I've done
I've done for all of you
You know what am talking about
Am talking about you
You know there is no going back now
Choices have been made
Things that have been done
They can never be changed
And can't be erased
We just have to move on
Even though it don't seem right at the time
How many times have I thought it was the last goodbye
I see the tear in your eye
I don't mean to say those things
Even behind closed doors I cry
I want you to know this
Because I don't want you to think that am cold
I really don't remember much of my life
And That's a big loss to me
All I've ever felt is rejection
Never been treated properly
No attention
So not all of it was good
I never really had a youth
But one thing am sure of is you
And that's what I want
And that is what makes me happy
You are my life and you are my family
And your everything I want
But I just keep messing it up
I just want you to see that am crumbling now
I need you more than ever
So hopefully that's no pressure
But I need you to see that
Your my angel sent from heaven
To look over me and protect me
For these incidents
Inflictions and you say us meeting wasn't a coincidence
It makes perfect sense
But your not only here to look over me
But I am here to look over you
Coz there is nothing I wouldn't do for you
Because you're my baby
And I love you I really do
You know what am talking about
Am talking about you
You know there is no going back now
Choices have been made
Things that have been done
They can never be changed
And can't be erased
We just have to move on
Even though it don't seem right at the time
How many times have I thought it was the last goodbye
I see the tear in your eye
I don't mean to say those things
Even behind closed doors I cry
I want you to know this
Because I don't want you to think that am cold
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Writer(s): Jay Miles
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