Beautiful Day (feat. Eve Singleton)

It's the next day
Sitting on my couch in this really weird head space
Feel a little sick, hungover, stayed in bed late
Unproductive as fuck, trying hard not to see myself as dead weight
Had a great night, but my tendency to focus on the bad got me low and feeling sad
And I suffer while my head aches
Thinking I can I pull me from my slump if I end up doing something
But I think I need to rest, take
A couple minutes out just to sit and do nada
The feelings move harder but they fall quick
When you take a breath and accept, wait
Focus on the good and feel my chest raise
Believe my friends when they come and tell me i'm their best mate
Kick that little demon to the side, in your mind try and have a little faith, it'll end, hey

And I believe that, yep
Because I've seen it, yep
Because I felt it, yep
Because I need it, bet
Because I'm keeping, check
And I'll defeat that, threat
Cuz there's no point in wallowing in bad
When it wasn't even
Just how I had interpreted a couple scenes and
Painted that memory in blue black and white
When it could've done with shades of some subtle greys
So what can I say?

So what can I say?
A little disconnected
Always overthinking
Haven't been to bed in days
Tossing and turning
Brain's always journing
Everything in every way
My God I'm drained
But what a beautiful day

I mean, was a beautiful day, but...

I fall into these thoughts traps
Losing sight of everything around me
And I don't know where to walk back
Compliment me? Yeah I don't accept it
Cuz it's all chat
Nostalgia be the mound on which the crown sits
Clouding every memory in rose gold, heavenly
So at the present i have no hold, everything
Is caught up in the shadow my mentality
Is prone to getting drowned in
And I'm astounded, every time I realize I made it past the mountain
Yeah a couple setbacks, but every time the path, I always found it
My picture gets discoloured when I'm in
This little cupboard full of doubts and
Always get discouraged by the sound of
Your voice when it changes even slightly
And that might be cuz my mind is kinda
Lying on the edge and every spike
It's always lighting my anxiety
Telling me the guy I've been
Is not the one I wanted
But it's cool
I've got my eye on him

And I believe that, yep
Because I've seen it, yep
Because I felt it, yep
Because I need it, bet
Because I'm keeping, check
And I'll defeat that, threat
Cuz there's no point in wallowing in bad
When it wasn't even
Just how I had interpreted a couple scenes and
Painted that memory in blue black and white
When it could've done with shades of some subtle greys
So what can I say?

So what can I say?
A little disconnected
Always overthinking
Haven't been to bed in days
Tossing and turning
Brain's always journing
Everything in every way
My God I'm drained
But what a beautiful day

I mean, was a beautiful day, but...