Your Advice

I can't stop thinking about it
Stuck in my head and it keeps me doubting
I know that it just ain't right
But I'm tryna take your advice
But that's how I feel it
It's just how I feel it
How I feel it
It's just how I feel it, yeah yeah

And I try so hard just to redirect
Sanity cleanse, wanna keep my head
Override every thought arising
I can't deny them, see more horizon
I saw the light but I'm torn inside
So I stay right here and this awful time
Will just pass, I guess
Do my thing cuz I can't, forget
I'll be back in my right mind soon
And I'll write my tunes
Shoot for the sky and I'll shine bright too
Rewrite every scene replayed in my head
Til I maybe find my truth
And I know that it just ain't right but still
I try take your advice and chill
Times they were good, fixate on the bad
But they weren't even that
So the fight is real, cuz

I can't stop thinking about it
Stuck in my head and it keeps me doubting
I know that it just ain't right
But I'm tryna take your advice
But that's how I feel it
It's just how I feel it
How I feel it
It's just how I feel it, yeah yeah

That's just how I feel it
Running through my memory
And coming up with meaning
Anything that happened that I didn't get
Waiting for my rationality to come and interject
Decode and analyse every single second
And I reckon that it's never getting better
And I'm falling down a rabbit hole
Once I hit the bottom, never get up
And I think the way down
Fried up all of my antennas
Now I'm tuning out of anything
That ever gave me pleasure
And I turn into a wreck
Going to my worst from my best
Looking for the cause to my suffering
But when I look back, nothing did
So it's all in my head
No energy, a chore to accept
Fuck that, crawl outta bed
Head kept high, stand tall and ascend
Even if

I can't stop thinking about it
Stuck in my head and it keeps me doubting
I know that it just ain't right
But I'm tryna take your advice
But that's how I feel it
It's just how I feel it
How I feel it
It's just how I feel it, yeah yeah

It's the next day...
In a really weird headspace...
I've said that already
My heart's kinda heavy and my mind's all twisted
Social events got me tired and limping
Went hard with the bevys
So my body could be better
And the vibe was sick but the final bits
Got me wishing I could just rewind and witness
Some parts again and restart, attempt
Another laughing session
Even though I know it's peak
But I can't pretend
That I really don't think
I'm not the only one who's really living in the past
My friends probably moved on
Scared they'll start forgetting
Kinda unlikely yet
All of that time I spent
That's no more life I'll get, but

I can't stop thinking about it
Stuck in my head and it keeps me doubting
I know that it just ain't right
But I'm tryna take your advice
But that's how I feel it
It's just how I feel it
How I feel it
It's just how I feel it, yeah yeah

I can't stop thinking about it
Stuck in my head and it keeps me doubting
I know that it just ain't right
But I'm tryna take your advice
But that's how I feel it
It's just how I feel it
How I feel it
It's just how I feel it, yeah yeah