nowiknow

This album was written for the rejected the desperate and
The broken
Nobody should have to wake up in the morning with death on their mind
Whether it be your own or the deaths of the ones around you
We will all be forgotten
That is a promise

Everytime you wanna die
All you ever hear is lies and
Every single day it keeps slipping where's the time
I'm always tripping in my mind
If you see me say goodbye
It's not worth it living life

I think that I'm ready to die
Think I'm ready so goodnight
Don't you follow close behind
Cause I'm not coming home tonight
The way my life is going feel it dropping 6 feet down
Say you're being dramatic all I hear is screaming static
All that makes you happy is worse off for you it's tragic

You completely destroy everything you've ever known
Now my tears have more power than a king on a thrown
If you take a good look you can see how I've grown
But every single time that you step up you fail
So you try to fill up your little toy pail but
There's a hole in the bottom and it all falls out
It's fucking crazy my thoughts I'll never figure them out
So I get high as fuck and just sit on the couch
Only time you feel safe is
When you too fucked up too think
So you kinda just stare at the ceiling and never blink
Know somethings wrong
But nobody can ever help
Everybody always way to obsessed with themselves
And you get judged when you start to feel cause
Nobody's used to being truly cared about
No one is used to being truly treated well
They turn it around and make you feel
Like never again you can tell
Feel like your the only selfless person
That's ever been revealed

Everywhere you look you see nothin but greed
You can look me in the eye and you see nothing at all
Wonder why I don't think you ever listened at all
So when my time comes turn around let me fall
You try your hardest to be everything you're wanted to be
It's still not good enough
The real problem is me

Won't be coming home tonight
No I won't be home tonight
I'm blacked out I'll sleep outside
Build a coffin for me now
I don't want another bed
All I want is to be dead
Satan's with me I'm possessed

Everytime you want to die
All you ever hear is lies
Every single day it keeps slipping
Where's the time
Always trippin in my mind
I can't let no one inside
If you say me say goodbye
It's not worth it living life

It starts to slip away
Say you go up and down and life will get better
All you think about is buying a beretta
Just to put it to your head when your laying in bed
Maybe you'll get some clarity from this event
If a tree falls and no one can hear it
Does it really make a sound
Dude that tree fell on me
Do you think it buried me under the ground

Everytime you want to die
All you ever hear is lies
Every single day it keeps slipping
Where's the time
Always trippin in my mind
I can't let no one inside
If you say me say goodbye
It's not worth it living life

I think that I'm ready to die
Think I'm ready so goodnight
Don't you follow close behind
Cause I'm not coming home tonight
The way my life is going feel it dropping 6 feet down
Say you're being dramatic all I hear is screaming static
All that makes you happy is worse off for you it's tragic