Enough (redux)

Never gonna be enough
No I'm never gonna be enough
I'm never gonna be enough

I'm never gonna be able to satisfy anybody
Not even myself
So how can I manage
To wake everyday
Just to deal with this hell
My purpose is fleeting
I'm only safe when I'm dreaming
I'm losing everything I thought was safe
There's no use in dreaming
If I wake up screaming
I won't ever make it to that place
I'm lost in an ocean
Is there any reason to keep hoping
I'll be happy open one day
As long as I'm open
To the thought of change
The thought of coping
When I'm not in my room
The world is like a coffin
It doesn't matter where I'm at
It feels like I'm locked in
I want to be successful
But my mind keeps scoffing
How could you do that
You don't even want it
My mind is wrong
I think I know me when I really don't
I'll sacrifice everything
And I know I won't
But it's the thought that counts
And gives me hope

Cause I'm never gonna be enough
I'm never gonna be enough
I'll never be good enough
I'll never be good enough
No I'll never be good enough

Maybe it's not my fault
Maybe it's everyone else
Who's told me that I am enough
When I never really was
Maybe I'm just fading away
Maybe it's just not my day
Maybe I've peaked and it's all down from here
But I do not want that
That's my biggest fear
I'm afraid that I might fucking die
I'm afraid that I don't have any time
If other people could do what I want when they were younger
Then why the fuck can't I

Cause later isn't good enough
No later isn't good enough
Someday isn't good enough
Later isn't good enough
No later isn't good enough
Later isn't good enough

Tired of waiting
Tired of waiting
Tired of waiting
Tired of wasting time
Tired of waiting
Tired of waiting
Tired of waiting
Tired of wasting time
Of wasting time

I'll never be good enough
I'll never be good enough
No I'll never be good enough
I'll never be good enough
I'll never be good enough
I'll never be enough