Nothing to Lose

Well hello, you may not know me yet
Have I shown you Depth, of this unholy mess I'm not
Worthy, of this holy bread, morally wrecked
Got some knots in this woven thread in my
Broken head, dripping whole bowls of sweat
Is it over yet, I don't get it, so why don't I
Go to bed, and when I wake up, all this
Groping stress, will be all old and dead
Cause I don't know how to cope with it
I often go with it, with God as my witness, I've shot all these
Bridges, I've Got all these gimmicks
I call it my business, but some ask what is
It, I say this is
Rapping, see isn't it rhythmic, just give mine a listen
It gave me a picture, it made a mission
to save me from what this is, and ever since I've been
Addicted, it sickens see
I know it's hard, to flow with bars, gone so far
Cost an arm, don't lower the
Bar, I feel my sound Is so bizarre
And every time I write a track
I don't know where to start, in that
Case, maybe we share a part, in common
But it seems pretty scarce so far
I stare at charts, and compare my art
Thinking if I'm near the bar, is it fair at all, But I'm
Stuck at the bottom, tried to climb to the top, see I had to grind a lot
And every other rapper knows that
Thought of making slow tracks
With cold rap, and would make me blow
Past, but there's no spaz, in each of my tracks
Maybe I should go back, but I
Realize those were just new bricks in my renowned path
And I'm not gonna fall fast

Cause Now I got Nothing to lose
And that gives me something to prove
If there was one thing that I knew
I never knew what I'd would do, if I
Never pursued, still sitting here being a guest in the room, but I'm
Up in the studio tonight
Cause I got nothing to lose
Now I got nothing to lose
Cause when I get on the mic tonight
I'm sure to have something to prove

I have nothing to lose
Since I grown up from up my roots, and all this mental
Input that I use, its toughened the noose
On the rope that I use, the climb to the top I got
Something to do, I still remember the days where I'd
Run from the truth, thinking something would move, but
Ever since, I've been striving for relevance against
Veterans, and yet again, I don't fit in these shoes, here I go
Flowing again, Hoping that people would notice
This music I'm soaked in, no I still don't
Know how to win, every time I flow when I spit
From my nose to my lips, but like soap it
Slips, from my grasp, and everything that I
Thought I knew starts burning to ash, did I
Commit for cash, or the likes and the followers
Should I start praying for a better tomorrow, but I
Plummet to last, gotta think of something fast summon a new track, and come
Rip a new rap, maybe in my mind
That would've undone all the bad, that I've
Done in the past
Nevertheless, over obsessed, was it for the best
A second guess, to split from the
Rest, but in the end was a guest
Demons said I was less, then actually was, was it really
True, I guess it's hard to ever know, maybe as an
MC, I've got a separate goal, cause some do it for
Fame, some do for it money, it's always for the same
But I came to do something, found my
Identity, I finally found some peace mentally, because before I suffered the
Penalty, but look at me now, a sensation for them to see
The essence of me sent from the
Lord, he gave me my gifts and talents
So I lift and grab it, and push against rifts so rapid
There's always been
One thing that I've known from the start
Since I've composed all this art, it's that...

Now I got Nothing to lose
And that gives me something to prove
If there was one thing that I knew
I never knew what I'd would do, if I
Never pursued, still sitting here being a guest in the room, but I'm
Up in the studio tonight
Cause I got nothing to lose
Now I got nothing to lose
Cause when I get on the mic tonight
I'm sure to have something to prove

Cause Now I got Nothing to lose
And that gives me something to prove
If there was one thing that I knew
I never knew what I'd would do, if I
Never pursued, still sitting here be a guest in the room, but I'm
Up in the studio tonight
Cause I got nothing to lose
Now I got nothing to lose
Cause when I get on the mic tonight
I'm sure to have something to prove