Handprints

When I found myself awake again at 12AM because of you
Everything was so sensitive and I don't know why I loved you

You lied and you cheated
Your smiled deceived it
And everywhere I turn your

Bloody handprints are potent
You're their hearts' devotion
Bloody handprints
How did you achieve it?
Their minds are all stuck in their cages

How suffocating
How deprecating

And did you find yourself awake again at 1AM because of me
You knew how I felt
So what was it that you didn't see?
Your lights stayed on but sometimes they flicker
My wonder towards you often does linger
Everywhere I turn your

Hopeless handprints are turning My Cold Heart to caring
Hopeless handprints returning with happiness blooming

How wonderfully nauseating
The Nostalgia is suffocating

And everytime I look in my mind
I smile and cry and oh wonder why is it so hard here?
Why is it so hard, dear?

But I'm still learning
And I'm no longer hurting

But if I find myself awake again at 2AM because of all your
Terrible doings
And your fucked way of leaving
And you know no one likes you
Should've told you, "That includes me, too"

And if I say your name or that I'm okay, love without you

Okay, love. :)

Dirty handprints are tainting my trust and my paintings
Those dirty handprints don't suit you, I wish I still loved you

Thank you for your lies
I'm glad you cut our ties