People Pleaser

I feel guilty for everything
For my pain - insane - everything
I'm ready to rid my insecurity
Cause there are times that
I don't want to feel anything

I'm addicted to media, too
So is he so is she I'm sure you are, too
Why wouldn't we obsess
Over how many views
We were taught being disliked
Decides there's nothing to lose

But overall I care too much about what you think
Overall I've allowed myself to become far too weak
Overall I'm full of love just like you
After all this life is something that we all choose

Do I give too much to everyones' souls
Rely too much on therapy to
Heal and fix all my holes
Always end up on the floor
Asking you what I did wrong
So now I'm leaving this
Poor me bullshit behind in this song

It's not right that I feel
Guilty for everything
Him her you me, everything
I've even questioned half the
Lovely things I've writ in my songs
I'm so ready for the
People pleasing guilt to be gone

Because over all I care too much about what you think
Overall I've allowed myself to become far too weak
Overall I gave you my whole self with nothing in return
After all I hope all the shame makes your cold stomach churn

Everything I did for you
Feels like it wasted my time
And just for you telling the whole world
You wanna feel someone dying
Little did you know I told them all of your secrets
They all knew the whole time
Why'd you think they were all leaving?

What am I supposed to do when all I
Care about is you
And who am I supposed to be when I don't
Give a thought to me

Why'd I ever doubt who that song was about
And isn't it great?
They're the source of my hate

But overall they've been good
They've been good for my art
And overall the pain gave my career a great start
Overall I dedicate finding my self-worth
To you
Cause if you didn't break me first
This song would have lost it's third verse

And over all I care too much about what you think
Overall I've allowed myself to become far too weak
Overall I had lost myself in the things YOU did wrong
After all I have my heart again and I've waited so long
After all I have my heart again, and I've waited so long



Credits
Writer(s): Chloe Brandi
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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