Reckless

Turn all the lights off, and lock the door
I need to get out, into the world
My life is so stale, my heart is sore
I wanna feel like I'm something more
Recently life has been such a nightmare
I barely have the energy to fix my hair
Or pull my gaze from a vacant stare
Finding it hard to even care
So sick of my head keeping me down
I'm gonna go out and paint the town
Life should be a party, let me forget how
At the rate that I'm going, I'll be dead before I'm 20 now
Give me a shot, god I really need a cigarette
I'm down for really anything, I'll take your little bet
Another hit, another shot, it's been an awful November
Let's have the best night that we'll never remember

Forget all the meaninglessness in your life
Leave it behind tonight

I wanna be reckless, don't wanna be home
I'm tired of spending all my nights alone
I wanna get faded, I wanna let go
I can't wait to see what the night has in store
I want entertainment, don't wanna be bored
I wanna feel so very adored
I wanna be senseless, and lose all control
Tonight is the night, I wanna be more
Reckless
Reckless

Sitting all alone on a Tuesday night
The end of my cigarettes' the only light
Been on a bender since last years' November
And now it's late July
I haven't felt pain since, I can't remember
To the dopamine rush, I've all but surrendered
I've fallen in love for the thousandth time
With a high and some little white lines
My friends and my family, they all wonder why
When they ask me what I'm doing, I just deny
Pupils are dilated, brain cells annihilated
Couldn't care less 'cause it's fun

I wanna be reckless, don't wanna be home
I don't really care if I'm all alone
I wanna get faded, I wanna let go
I can't wait to see what the night has in store
I want entertainment, don't wanna be bored
I wanna feel so very adored
I wanna be senseless, and lose all control
Tonight is the night, I wanna be more

(Reckless)
There's no light at the end of the tunnel
But maybe I'm too blind to see
Words not spoken, I'm so broken
I'm so broken, Fix me please

I'm tired of being high, I can't stand being numb
I hate all the vices, hate all of the drugs
I wanna start over, I've had enough
I wanna feel like I'm deserving of love
I'm sick of the feeling, like I have nothing left
Sick of watching my friends take their last fucking breath
I just wanna be happy



Credits
Writer(s): Saoirse Hitz
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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