Broken Snow Blower

Light is blinding, try reminding
I am not alone
Friends and family, have they left me
Broken on my own
The past begins to fade away
Fade away

(I feel sick)
As the poison I crave, forces its way out of me
On the bathroom floor I lie in wait
Detoxification is harder than they say, I'm wondering if this is all worth the pain
(I feel sick)
I'm ready for closure, I'm ready to live
Sober
Sober

Trying harder
Stuck with the holy ghost and holy martyrs
Trying their best to get through to me
Fighting withdrawal
If pain is the game then I might just be willing to barter
Make a deal with the devil to end it
Replace lines of powder with lines of scripture
Religious indenture

(I feel sick)
As the poison I crave, forces its way out of me
On the bathroom floor I lie in wait
Detoxification is harder than they say, I'm wondering if this is all worth the pain
(I feel sick)
I'm ready for closure, I'm ready to live sober
Sober (Sober)

I can feel my stomach twisting, turning into knots
Can't eat anything 'cause I know I'll just throw it up
Blood is boiling, fever dreams, my body's had enough
The room is spinning faster, bathroom floor is where I'm stuck
Body is seizing, my vision is fading and blurry I'm suffering
Endlessly losing my lunch, fuck me, It's still coming up
Body is covered in pins and needles, numbingly feeling alive

(I feel sick)
As the poison I crave, forces its way out of me
On the bathroom floor I lie in wait
Detoxification is harder than they say, I'm wondering if this is all worth the pain
(I feel sick)
I'm ready for closure, I'm ready to live sober
Sober
Sober