Medicated

Will you share my pain
Nothing feels the same
I reached into myself
And pulled out somebody's name
Cause mine wont fit my face
And I always change it
I wish I could wear disguises
For every phase

Always running through emotions
Like a lecture that's on purpose
Why am I the only one who gets called on?
Hate to deal with all these questions
Try to find ways to avoid it
I'd rather leave the world and be all alone

No one could tell me
What drug that I need
I made a home underwater
And I'm trying to breathe
everyone's stable
And they're watching me sink
And I have bottles of pills
That make me wish I weren't me
Can't you see
Can't you see
Can't you see, me, me?
Can't you see
Can't you see
Cant you see, me, me?
(can't you see me?)

All my friends are older
I guess I've been through a lot
But sometimes I'm like a stranger
Waiting to just be forgotten
I wish I still had a lot in mind
I'm lost without depression
All my ideas aren't as mine
Since I was desensitized, I'm

Always running through emotions
Like a lecture that's on purpose
Why am I the only one who gets called on?
Hate to deal with all these questions
Try to find ways to avoid it
I'd rather leave the world and be all alone

No one could tell me
What drug that I need
I made a home underwater
And I'm trying to breathe
everyone's stable
And they're watching me sink
And I have bottles of pills
That make me wish I weren't me
Can't you see
Can't you see
Can't you see, me, me?
Can't you see
Can't you see
Cant you see, me, me?
(can't you see me?)

I want to go back in time
I tell my soul to rewind
Take me through my old life
Where'd all my feelings go I'm
Lost without bipolar
Where are you now?

I'm my own shoulder
Where are you now?
Lost without bipolar
I'm my own shoulder