Swimming

If you promise to listen
I'll have you understand
Something about me
I stand in front of randoms
Saying first off I thank God when I drink
and enjoy my own ideas
Unless I'm high and they're always
surface messed up so
I stay gone for good luck
I stay gone for good luck
Good lu- uh
I chase a feeling
I stay alive at all costs so

And often I mean what I say
But you'll never stay
And I feel like I'm swimming
Oh so won't you save me?

I get caught in the current
It constantly deepens
I'm weakened as it teaches me
I'm deepening too
But I know that I'm still learning
To write away my illness
Flooded head like a sinners tears
Keep coming
I told you already
I feel like I'm swimming in it
Or maybe I'll just sink
An accident I'm fine with cause
F it I'm offended by my prayers
They drown themselves on purpose
I pray for forgiveness
Then never forgive myself
Never forget that

Often I mean what I say
But you'll never stay
I know this
I notice yeah
You feel my pain
But I'm going insane
The one thing you're missing

I feel like I'm swimming
I feel like I'm swimming
Oh

Won't you save me
Won't you save me
Am I ever safe
Safe
Swimming
Oh

These shadows
Oh
And I close my eyes too tight
These shadows

Okay it's out of my system



Credits
Writer(s): Maria Murphy
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