Knives and Antidepressants
Most of you know that I'm broken
But I'm actually sadder than all of you think
My emotions are never heard when there spoken
My whole life feels like a mistake
I'm afraid to be hurt so I can never be open
I keep it all in 'till I break
Meanwhile, all my friends are worried
I told them that I am okay
Held down by depression haunted by anxiety
I don't work enough that's always what's driving me
Don't call me a role model I'm not what you'd like to be
No matter where I go all of these thoughts keep on finding me
All of these demons deep inside of me yeah
There always trying to tell me my life is worthless
I could try to fix it but what is the purpose
I know that there right it would never be worth it
I can't live with them
And I can't live without them
The only option is to not live at all
Trying to tell myself I'm okay you know
I don't cry as much as I used to
Think about the pain I put my skin through
I don't cry as much as I used to
Antidepressants oh how I've missed you
I don't cry as much as I used to
Think about the pain I put my skin through
I don't cry as much as I used to
Antidepressants oh how I've missed you
I don't cry as much as I used to
Think about the pain I put my skin through
I don't cry as much as I used to
Antidepressants oh how I've missed you
But I'm actually sadder than all of you think
My emotions are never heard when there spoken
My whole life feels like a mistake
I'm afraid to be hurt so I can never be open
I keep it all in 'till I break
Meanwhile, all my friends are worried
I told them that I am okay
Held down by depression haunted by anxiety
I don't work enough that's always what's driving me
Don't call me a role model I'm not what you'd like to be
No matter where I go all of these thoughts keep on finding me
All of these demons deep inside of me yeah
There always trying to tell me my life is worthless
I could try to fix it but what is the purpose
I know that there right it would never be worth it
I can't live with them
And I can't live without them
The only option is to not live at all
Trying to tell myself I'm okay you know
I don't cry as much as I used to
Think about the pain I put my skin through
I don't cry as much as I used to
Antidepressants oh how I've missed you
I don't cry as much as I used to
Think about the pain I put my skin through
I don't cry as much as I used to
Antidepressants oh how I've missed you
I don't cry as much as I used to
Think about the pain I put my skin through
I don't cry as much as I used to
Antidepressants oh how I've missed you
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Writer(s): Noah Hindley
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