Love of My Life

Old walls that I built for you
Just to dig me out with silver spoons
No I didn't see it coming, oh
Old walls that i'm stuck inside
I guess beauty sees what I can't find
I didn't, no I didn't, see it coming
Well I got your code and I got your message
I want you to know that you
Are the love of my life
The love of my life
You never leave when the song is over
You ride or die til the end
You're the love of my life
You're the love of my life
My life

No matter how much toxic you put in this relationship you can't kill me
I'll still be the one to be there for you
The one that'll always care for you
The one thats having breakdowns cause he knows he can't compare to you
I always knew I was unlovable
I'm awkward and make every conversation uncomfortable
I'm the one that everybody thinks is disposable
That's why I always get so emotional
I'm with a new girl now I call her noose
We have a relationship based off of abuse
I know it's not healthy it's just what I choose
She's something that I can never lose
But the knife over there looks kinda cute
I think it's time to disconnect
I feel like everything they say is the opposite of what they meant
So what they're really saying Is I should get a rope and tie it around my neck
Or I should tear myself apart until there's none of me left
I'm not happy I'm not okay
I'm not laughing I'm hiding pain
I'm wearing a mask just to cover my face
But you can still see the pain screaming in my eyes
I deny it every time but they never lie
You can look in my heart but all you'll find
Is a lost little boy that's afraid to die

Old walls that I built for you
Just to dig me out with silver spoons
No I didn't see it coming, oh
Old walls that i'm stuck inside
I guess beauty sees what I can't find
I didn't, no I didn't, see it coming
Well I got your code and I got your message
I want you to know that you
Are the love of my life
The love of my life
You never leave when the song is over
You ride or die til the end
You're the love of my life
You're the love of my life
My life



Credits
Writer(s): Noah Hindley
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