Disguise Your Depression

Irritating
Awkward silences
I don't want to admit to myself
That I'm losing motivation
That I'm losing inspiration
It's okay
It's a small stick in the road
It's okay
Nothing time can't go over
It's okay
You don't want to die today
(or do you?)

What if dad's right
What if I am the person he described
A lazy, good for nothing selfish prick
That can't do anything for themselves

I really want to kill myself but I'm too much of a coward to do so
I don't have the energy to do so
And I don't have the financial security to do so
Please don't tell mom I said this
I don't want her to worry

Don't make jokes about killing yourself
It's not funny
It's not flattering
It's not even the least bit creative
Stop torturing yourself

Am I scared of passing out or passing away



Credits
Writer(s): Tony Chavez
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