Late Night Banter

I'm suicidal tonight
It's no surprise
It hurts even more
The fact that I'm dying on the inside
But i can't practice catharsis
You asked me what it was and
I told you it was the act of being able
To relieve your strong emotions
By doing something like crying
Crying
I couldn't cry
The antidepressants didn't let me
My eyes got watery
But a consistent stream never came through
The way I'd remedy this situation last year
Would be to smoke or drink myself into oblivion
But that's something I never want to experiment or feel ever again
40mg fluoxetine pillies
Sounds way better than 40 ounce mickeys
Or does it?
I have no reason to be sad and
You told me that my feelings were valid
But that's only true to a certain degree
Ask anyone else
And they'll say I'm overexaggerating
And that I should get over it
STOP FUCKING FAKING IT LAZY FUCK
I'm so depressed
To the point where I'm speechless and I can't get my message across
I'M BROKEN YES
BUT I CAN'T DISTINGUISH THE REASONS WHY



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Writer(s): Tony Chavez
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