Endless V

I wake up, another day begins
Brew a cup of coffee, screw it up again
Ain't much been, but rather been not
Then clocks stare at my hair, no knots
It's on they faces
Why step, and get in the sunshine
When the whole world so dim
Not much left, that I find on my own mind
Since the old curls grown in
I send good vibes
The lines retract
Spend time with family
Panic Attacks
Have a date with my girl
Well ma back acts up
And I've lost my ability to grab slack up, enough
Stupid illness, now ma diagnosis
Slam into every night I've known comatosis
And my inability to do what I feel
I wish to level the physical limitations I yield

It's real, but just in my head
A confusing conundrum that I understand
But can't quite comprehend
The practice, and theory is sound
But every time I'm back
Three weeks in, and again I'm down
Mental or physical, makes no difference
Battle after battle fought with me the only witness
So repetitive, a negative war
And I can't help but feel as if I did this before

Endless thoughts
Mend-less bonds
Caught up in, on, and around beyond
11 thousand 4 hundred 87 times is nothing
Compared to how it feels inside
They say it's just a case of the August Melancholies
Follies, ignorant lips twist ma volleys
Alright, I'm not feeling this
Imma turn in early
Call 'em quits, and get
To sleep