I'M OK

If I'm being honest I don't feel happy with myself
Every time I look at me feels like I'm heading to hell
Nobody ever asks if I'm doing well
But screw that
Why would I ever need their help
Bunch of fake people all around me
Showing love for me
Write a list of things that you've done for me
Nothing that's a guarantee
I got family that are losing grip on me
Can't be the only lonely one for eternity
Aye

After this song I'ma get some hate
No surprise when I live it everyday
Call me what you want but I'm not insane
I can never be that man that you want me to be
Who the heck am I and what's my fate
These pills don't help gotta throw them away
I will never be able to numb this pain
I'm so broken what You want from me
No surprise when I live it everyday
These pills don't help gotta throw them away
I'm so broken what You want from me
I can never be the man

I try so hard just to have a couple friends
I try too much to get let down by my ex
Every girl that I had said "it was for the best"
And now I'm thinking twice bout' why they really left
They leave me thinking that it's all my fault
Then they ask me why I put my heart in a vault
No love coming in, no love going out
Rather be overwhelmed than have my love in a drought

After this song I'ma get some hate
No surprise when I live it everyday
Call me what you want but I'm not insane
I can never be that man that you want me to be
Who the heck am I and what's my fate
These pills don't help gotta throw them away
I will never be able to numb this pain
I'm so broken what You want from me
No surprise when I live it everyday
These pills don't help gotta throw them away
I'm so broken what You want from me
I can never be the man that You want me to be