Nobody's Favorite

All my friends have their best friends
Calling, texting jokes hit send
My fam have children to attend
Feel I have no one in the end
I know people I can count on
But they got worries way beyond
Other people they call upon
I'm so helpless better if gone
Only good for the jokes or to be the joke?
Have me around for money cause you broke
I'm sorry that I tend to change my tone
But I'm done with all these cuts to the bone
If I had a wife her fav's probably the dog
Man it's so sad to think of
When it comes to favorites I can't even be God's

I will never ever be anybody's favorite
I will never ever be your favorite person
To love
Oh to love
And it really freaking sucks to think that I
Am really that lonely down inside of my thoughts
Oh my thoughts

Yuh, aye, aye
So what do I do when I feel alone?
I go out just to let you know
Invite my friends I know have F.O.M.O
Then post up all of those photos
I'm having fun just look at me
All I do is run in reality
Fake a smile so sadly
But I can pull it off gladly
My dad said he's proud of who I've become
Reminds me he doesn't do favoritism
Went to my mom and showed her my songs
Had joy when she said she was proud of her son
But things in the past can't be undone
Cause of what I did I can't be the one
To be loved more than someone
Legs are tired this I cannot outrun

I will never ever be anybody's favorite
I will never ever your favorite person
To love
Oh to love
And it really freaking sucks to think that I
Am really that lonely down inside of my thoughts
Oh my thoughts
I will never ever be anybody's favorite
I will never ever be your favorite person
To love
Oh to love
I'm lonely inside of my thoughts