Undercut SZN

My disassociation makes me want to risk it all
But if my mom is scared for my life she won't hesitate to call
So I just sit inside my room and think about the things I'd do
If I didn't have that psychotic episode inside that school
And it's not funny that I'm messed up, it's as funny that event
Fucked up my freshman year of college but it knocked a little sense
Into my selfish, freshman, naïve, little gay, neurotic head
And I'm not glad that it happened, I'm just happy that I've changed

I heard that we're older now
And we want nothing to do with what we used to be
Got undercuts and stopped wearing jewellery
Ah, I heard that we're giving up
And we wanna go to Trader Joe's and oversleep
Got mullets now and we stole some jewellery

I have no idea of manhood, I'm just living for myself
And I see posts on Instagram by men that are flaunting their wealth
And I think that they are trying to hang on to the alpha male
But I think that they should try some singing, and some overalls, and kale
Overall, I'm not impressed
I used to search for stupid sex
To get over the lack of love I have for my own stupid self
And to think I'n falling in an economy that wants nothing to do with me
But I think I want to do something that'll make them laugh

I want to be older now
And I want nothing to do with what I used to be
Fuck undercuts and fuck wearing jewellery
Ah, I heard that we're growing up
And I never went to Trader Joe's, I oversleep
I had a mullet once and still can't wear jewellery