Better

I burned our picture and I don't feel better
I gave away our matching shirt and I don't feel better
I blocked your number and I don't feel better
I told you how I feel and I don't feel better
Why don't I feel better

I had a dream you showed up at my door
Cause you didn't know how else to reach me anymore
And you told me that you had changed your mind
That you wanted to give us another try
Now I sit awake bleary-eyed cause I can't bear to see you
Writing about how I never wanted to leave you
Your smile lit up my life when you were in it
And I was afraid of the dark but now shrouded by it I sit

Breaking my heart was always a last resort
But we've been going through a downward spiral of sorts

I burned our picture and I don't feel better
I gave away our matching shirt and I don't feel better
I blocked your number and I don't feel better
I told you how I feel and I don't feel better
Why don't I feel better

Did you have to stab me in the back
You could have told me from the start to pack
I thought you wanted to make amends
But you just wanted to break me all over again
Why can't you see I'm crying over you
But you wouldn't tell a soul if I died over you
We were the best of friends one day and then the next we weren't
Guess I flew too close to the sun and got burnt

Breaking my heart was always a last resort
But we've been going through a downward spiral of sorts

I burned our picture and I don't feel better
I gave away our matching shirt and I don't feel better
I blocked your number and I don't feel better
I told you how I feel and I don't feel better
Why don't I feel better

Now I feel like a child screaming I want you
Why did you say you wanted me too
When you were just gonna tell me it was all over now
I know I'm supposed to get over you but how
You couldn't have been direct just cut to the chase
You had to make me so upset I erased every trace
Of the history of you and me
From my life and memory
No I don't want you to come back to me
Not after what you did to me

Breaking my heart was always a last resort
But we've been going through a downward spiral of sorts
I burned our picture and I don't feel better
I gave away our matching shirt and I don't feel better
I blocked your number and I don't feel better
I told you how I feel and I don't feel better
Why don't I feel better

Will I ever feel better
Will I ever find someone as good for me as you
Will I ever know what made you do what you did to me
And will this pain ever go away
Will I ever feel better



Credits
Writer(s): Peyton Mcfarlain
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