Wish

I get what I deserve don't I
You never wanted me did you
I think I'd feel less pain if I
Stabbed myself in the heart
Every time someone decides to leave me
I handle it even worse
As if I couldn't have an uglier personality
I am the toxic friend you were warned about
I, I wish that I could be
The perfect one to love you and me
But you, you couldn't love someone
Who wishes to be anyone
But themself
How can I even get to a point where
I don't cry every time someone says your name
I feel like I should always be there
To pick others up when they fall
I want to make everyone happy all the time
Everyone but myself in my life
You made me hurt so much that I
Can never forgive what you did
I, I wish that I could be
The perfect one to love you and me
But you, you couldn't love someone
Who wishes to be anyone
But themself
But my greatest wish for myself in all my whole life is
Something that nothing and no one can ever give me
I want to be right back there in the moment we met
Then I'd have a chance to redo when I hadn't screwed it all up yet
I, I wish that I could be
The perfect one to love you and me
But you, you couldn't love someone
Who wishes to be anyone
But themself
Oh how I wish



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Writer(s): Peyton Mcfarlain
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