Self Medicated
Rollin tray covered in the Kief
And couple roaches keep my soul awake
Smothered in the sheets and yo condolences
No magic mirror got the facts I'm hearin
Can't go home today
Lackin all the stats of action figures
I ain't bold or brave
9-5 killin me softly
Manager buggin they might try to off me
Etc etc sippin me coffee
Hopin them better days comin my way
Scroll down timeline, reconnect WiFi
See that another old friend is dead
Shit like that hit me in my chest
Smoke to the head a just try to forget
Sittin through all of the shit for appearance
Until the appearance start gettin too ugly
One day I'm gone have to bury my parents
But that ain't a standard that's just if I'm lucky
Got a bad habit of staring in Mirrors for too long
I guess I'm waitin for a change or sum
Walkin for miles and miles till I wanna stay for sum
I been lost so long
I can't go home
I don't wanna die
Cause niggas dying every day
And every week niggas forget about em
I done lost my mind
I need this job
I don't wanna cross the line
I get to self medicating
If I'm patient
I'll forget about it
This 9-5 a waste of time
Imma be honest with you
It's like a loop this life of mine
And it's become an issue
Heard time was money
All of one and still don't make enough
I push and pull, Look like a fool
This doors don't seem to budge
So I'm stuck knocking and waiting
Hoping they open up
Knowing that weakness might jinx it
So I'm just faking tough
The bluffings nothing
Makes me feel good for something
Gild up some of my fillings
Then lie about all my feelings
No road and no navigation
Fingers crossed I'mma make it
Mostly moving on faith
Ain't no proof of what's there waiting for me
The other side don't really matter
If it's like before
I'll just be grateful for the break
And just keep pushing forward
I been lost so long
I can't go home
I don't wanna die
Cause niggas dying every day
And every week niggas forget about em
I done lost my mind
I need this job
I don't wanna cross the line
I get to self medicating
If I'm patient
I'll forget about it
And couple roaches keep my soul awake
Smothered in the sheets and yo condolences
No magic mirror got the facts I'm hearin
Can't go home today
Lackin all the stats of action figures
I ain't bold or brave
9-5 killin me softly
Manager buggin they might try to off me
Etc etc sippin me coffee
Hopin them better days comin my way
Scroll down timeline, reconnect WiFi
See that another old friend is dead
Shit like that hit me in my chest
Smoke to the head a just try to forget
Sittin through all of the shit for appearance
Until the appearance start gettin too ugly
One day I'm gone have to bury my parents
But that ain't a standard that's just if I'm lucky
Got a bad habit of staring in Mirrors for too long
I guess I'm waitin for a change or sum
Walkin for miles and miles till I wanna stay for sum
I been lost so long
I can't go home
I don't wanna die
Cause niggas dying every day
And every week niggas forget about em
I done lost my mind
I need this job
I don't wanna cross the line
I get to self medicating
If I'm patient
I'll forget about it
This 9-5 a waste of time
Imma be honest with you
It's like a loop this life of mine
And it's become an issue
Heard time was money
All of one and still don't make enough
I push and pull, Look like a fool
This doors don't seem to budge
So I'm stuck knocking and waiting
Hoping they open up
Knowing that weakness might jinx it
So I'm just faking tough
The bluffings nothing
Makes me feel good for something
Gild up some of my fillings
Then lie about all my feelings
No road and no navigation
Fingers crossed I'mma make it
Mostly moving on faith
Ain't no proof of what's there waiting for me
The other side don't really matter
If it's like before
I'll just be grateful for the break
And just keep pushing forward
I been lost so long
I can't go home
I don't wanna die
Cause niggas dying every day
And every week niggas forget about em
I done lost my mind
I need this job
I don't wanna cross the line
I get to self medicating
If I'm patient
I'll forget about it
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Writer(s): Erik Merecenary
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