Whoever Says a Always Thinks B

Sweeps through the forest like a snail, my consciousness
I cannot get past the days when I used to be coherent
I cannot think
I'm chained by my own realization that I've always been wrong
I can't find the words to say that what I did didn't correspond to what my brain was
Telling me to do, I'm sorry, I've done disasters and you have shown my gratitude
But I honestly don't deserve it, I'm evil, I'm bad, I'm rotten to the core, but you see me as your savior
But I couldn't kill you as well
I am an assassin whose poison is harmless
I'm innocuous despite my rush of testosterone
I am a broken knife which can't do any harm
I don't believe in myself and my virtues because
I'd want to achieve the impossible
You've been beautiful to me because you think I can be a honest man, a point of reference
For the lost youth, but I'm not that person and I don't believe in adulation
I'll say it right now: I've faked my own attitude for all this time
I couldn't let my true intentions come to the fore.

Every attempt to dominate the next one
It is vain because I am alone
I'd want to escape but I'm chained to this world
I can't destroy it and neither myself.

Sounds like thunder rip through my brain, I've come up to a dead end road and I am alone
I cannot think
I cannot show my strength in this place, not here, not now. I'm better off dead
I wanted to show war to everyone that walks along with me
But how can I show it when wiping away one
Brings back ten or more? This is beyond my control, this is pure folly
I've come a long way to get through this point, my balls are exploding and I have nowhere to go
I've read the books of the sages and my life changed forever, I can't turn back anymore, I'm stranded
It's too late to call my money back from slot machines, it's too late to search through the rubbish
I should have realized I was going too far and now I am bound to misanthropy
I want to escape, find the ultimate gate, but to get there is harder than I can tell.

Every attempt to dominate the next one
It is vain because I am alone
I'd want to escape but I'm chained to this world
I can't destroy it and neither myself
Thank me for not being able to wipe you away!



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Writer(s): Gerolamo Cherubini
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